You've created multiple accounts and posted hundreds of comments about this. I'm sympathetic to whatever pain is underlying that, but that doesn't make it ok to keep posting like this. Single-purpose accounts are not ok on HN, and such repetition is not in keeping with the site mandate.
Readers who encounter any single comment along these lines are naturally going to feel sympathetic, but that can't continue past a certain threshold of repetition. In that sense these conversations are illusory. Bringing it up again and again is not helping you, and it's damaging this site. Commenting so repetitively, even about a topic like personal pain which obviously matters, is functionally in the same category as spamming or trolling.
We banned your previous account that was doing this and asked you to stop. I'm going to ban this one as well and ask you to please not do this again.
I wish you well—I'm sure we all wish you well—in finding a way out of this into more satisfaction and self-kindness.
Readers who encounter any single comment along these lines are naturally going to feel sympathetic, but that can't continue past a certain threshold of repetition. In that sense these conversations are illusory. Bringing it up again and again is not helping you, and it's damaging this site. Commenting so repetitively, even about a topic like personal pain which obviously matters, is functionally in the same category as spamming or trolling.
We banned your previous account that was doing this and asked you to stop. I'm going to ban this one as well and ask you to please not do this again.
I wish you well—I'm sure we all wish you well—in finding a way out of this into more satisfaction and self-kindness.