If this is an honest take, you probably have to look to the right to see Mao's ghost. Maybe talk to other humans in real life, you might be shocked about your actual place on the political spectrum.
I talk to people all the time. There are both communists and fascists in the UK on the two extremes.
However, that is currently not reflected in electoral politics or the media. The farthest left are currently the Greens, at best centre-left. On the right and far right there are Tories and Reform.
The Guardian is at best centre-right.
Next you’ll try to convince me that Starmer’s Labour is left wing or the Lock Ness monster is real.